While this anonymous blog space is essential for me I'm determined not hide the truth completely so this blog allows me to gather myself periodically in a world where most of my life changing moments are the greatest taboos and downright uncomfortable to hear. So here are the words and pictures to my story so far...
Monday, June 20, 2011
Homesickness
Most of the threads I am finding information on these days are about shopping and the general order of antenatal care in the UK. The postal service here doesn't work...no exaggeration so I can't order anything and most things you buy here, clothes for example, are made here and are very poor quality at a high price. Food is what I am missing most. While I'm strong believer in eating what a country does best when you are on holiday it's different if you live abroad. N made a trip to Mauritius recently and managed to find bacon and baked beans. Incredible. Even when I have spent time in Bangkok, Hanoi and Hong Kong to visit friends I have found a better selection of food. Expats took me to local cafes doing a full English or a nice Italian style pizza when you need a change and of course the traditional food is so great. I always want to return home for Marmite though and N managed to make a dash to a big supermarket in Johannesburg on his way back to South America with find 3 jars. This is keeping me going. My last empty jar ended up being kept because I couldn't accept it was truly empty and I sketched and painted the final scrapings, several times.
I feel so far from home these days. It's 6 and a half weeks before we return for our annual visit and I will be eating as much asian food, spicy food, fish, humous and chocolate without anti melting agent as I can. In place of cold white wine which I must avoid I will enjoy squash that is not 'red/orange/yellow fruits flavour' and doesn't come in the form of powder, cranberry juice and a wonderful selection of tea. This country does have the best meat and red wine in the world (in my opinion) but that's the last thing I want at the moment. Marmite on toast, with butter NOT cream cheese, a twix and a cup of decaf earl grey would go down a treat!
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You've pretty much described my morning sickness cure which I've been having every day... well, not the Twix and gluten-free toast but the rest is spot on! It's weird how much I want Marmite on toast when I'm feeling queasy!
ReplyDeleteWe're quite lucky here to be able to get lots of international food, plus gluten-free stuff which is vital for me (partly because I pestered local supermarkets to stock it!). I'm concerned that the choice in Seoul will be more limited but I hear it's improving :)
Love your painting xx